Wednesday, February 27, 2008♥
the existence of fairy tales has always been living with me.. but i must face the reality already. *slap myself*
i love to be loved and be pampered by my love. i love to be sent hm by my love.. i love to have everything taken care of by my love.. but now all these do not possess as much importance to me as before..
right now the most important thing i need is for my love to love me truly and sincerely care for me.. and perhaps be there whenever i need some comfort.
i did change. my temper is definitely so much tamer. but i know thats not enuff. i am learning to be more independent..to solve problems myself..and i am really learning very hard to keep my emotions to myself.. and of cus to say lesser things or rather to make comment less. but all these takes time.
its seems tough to me but in the long run it could make me a better woman. thats why i am not complaining. but sometimes i am a tad disheartened....... =(
today i am really stressed.its one of the rare occasions where i just break down after a paper. i really do need some serious comforting...
hmm.. i hope my grandma gets healthier and healthier each day and at least i dun have to worry so much abt her.
11:20 PM
