Together forever and never apart..we'll be together forever as one. (=

Monday, May 26, 2008♥

i wish things were so much simpler. i haven been blogging. i hate to blog now.

while watching tv. i tot thru alot of things. maybe things really cant work out..or the biggest prob is me. i wish i could tell you how stressed up i am these few weeks.when i am alone.. i felt worse. the only reason i stop myself from doing so is cus i dun wan to receive replies like.. exams sure stressed wan .. u have to learn to take stress.. i wan my bf to pei me to destress me to make me feel better..but in some other ways i am misunderstood.. i really cant take it today thats y i persist u to come despite ur gums are bleeding.. i know u partly dun wan to come is cus i piss u off.. u dun have to deny that part and insist that i dun understand u or i think only abt myself.. wad could be worse than ur gf begging u to pei her?there are alot of things that we do which piss each other off..we have too much misunderstanding alr.. i nv feel good making u angry or upset.. i am more emotional and i will only feel much worse off than you.. no man could be violent verbally pr physically to his gf. the only reason i can think of such behaviour is that he dun love her as much.. i did make many mistakes.. did many wrong things..
it pains me that u actually initate breakup.if u dun mean it u wun say it.. u are tired.. i know. u always say i dun listen to wad u are saying but actually i rem everyword u said to me.all have an impact on me.. i make u angry. make childish decisions and piss u off.i swear i nv did them purposely..with all the stress and pms. i couldnt stop myself. its not an excuse.. u know very well that i love u alot.. wad could be worse than u saying u wan a breakup but i know in some ways.. i am really not good enuff for u.. perhaps u really make the right choice.like u always say we have different thinkings.. and u always say u are fed up talking to me.u always say i dun understand and i dun put myself in ur shoes. did u ?i felt sad that u left me when i am having my exams.. the most stressful period and i needed u the most.. only u can give me comfort..i feel so much better when i see u.. and a hug from u makes me happy..

just hope i can ace my exams this time.. (=

and pls pray that i can be a strong girl ok?

8:18 PM